Who Knows

There are so many things I wanted to be and some that I still want to be. I wanted to be a dancer and then a singer and then an actress. To be more specific...I wanted to be a dancer on Broadway or an LA laker girl....then when I became aware of my singing ability I wanted to sing on Broadway and maybe act...I always did love the old fashioned simpleness of musicals. Then I became more "sophisticated" and wanted to act in Hollywood.
After I came back down to earth and realized "hello, I live in Texas...and my parents are staunch baptists that aren't going to let me anywhere near that part of the world"....I decided I really loved fashion. So, I started taking classes at ACC in fashion merchandising. Well, it didn't take me long to realize I wouldn't find a job as a "buyer" unless someone either dies or retires from one of those few highly coveted positions.
So, things that I was always interested in but never thought to pursue: I always loved tea rooms and small boutiques and thought it would be nice to have my own flare and own one of my very own. I also always loved to write and get my thoughts and feelings down on paper...so maybe I should write a book. Who know, maybe while I am staring down at my 35th birthday (2 weeks away) I will be inspired and decide that I finally know what to do with my life. My youngest goes to kindergarten this next fall...and I somehow feel like the whole world ( well, at least the great OKC area) has been opened for me to explore and discover...and maybe find out who I really am and what I can do and make and love...who knows...who knows....